I think it's time for me to stop fucking around. Things are getting too far out of hand and I need to fix it. I have become too attached to someone and now it's time to cut off all ties. I now realize how dangerous of a road I have taken and will not do it again. My mental state is weak and not stable. My head is spinning out of control and the time I am sleeping is not helping.
I need to get the fuck out before it's too late. The world is my oyster and it's fucking time I treat it like it.