Moving Forward

Well, long time no talk. I thought I could move forward, but it turns out that I am moving backwards again. I think I am moving forward, but it is like one step forward and two steps back. Things are not turning out smoothly like I thought it would. I made a plan and I need to stick to it. Like  a Swim or Die situation, I am going to die soon. I wish this wasn't this case, but it looks like it. I must stick to it and move forward or things will not look to good anymore. I wish everyone a best of luck.

More updates will come soon. I realized that once I stopped updating, this blog started to turn like the ones that are only updated once in a while. Since I want to make sure that it doesn't happen, I will continue updating. It is either that or I will have to delete the whole thing and end it. This story might come to an end to me or it will continue into 2012. We will see, I will let you guys know every step of the way. Whoever is listening anyway.

Swim or Die

Improving academically is the only thing I could say that may work, but socially still weak. I am working on it, but since my decline academically, there is no more time to work on social, so the only choice I have is to improve academically. As of now, it is either sink or die, so I think die would be a better option, but sink is the only option that is currently opened to me. Standardized testings really suck, but there are some loopholes that could be found, so one can exploit them. It will be much better than just trying hard, I have to try hard and exploit as much as I can. It is survival in the fittest out in the Jungle and I am not going to allow the next buffoon to  jump over me like nothing. I am going to fight it out and kill everyone.

Since it is unlikely to happen, we must wait and see what happens. This is a true story and it is going to get more violent as we move along. We shall truly see what happens soon.. Hopefully the best will prevail.... I will write more about this later.