Late

It is late and I hear a depressing song stuck in my head associated with the show I watched. It is also pretty late and cold so I have a bad feeling right now. I wish it could go away but it doesn't seem like it will. What should I do? Should I just sit back and let this destroy me?

I think I will try to calm down and get some sleep. I have nothing left in my life because I already screwed it up this year. Nothing will come for me and nothing will come true. I will be alone all my life and at the end will not be happy. I must get out of this place while I still can and go somewhere far far away. I need to start over because nothing else is working.