A Bullet In The Head

It seems like an open option for me now. I am considering it because it would be better than just getting hurt and tortured in the Hospital. One thing is to die in pain and another is to live in pain and then the last would be to just die with no regrets nor pain. I just don't care about anyone anymore because there is no light in the end of the tunnel, just more darkness and nothing can be seen. I might go blind soon.. I am not sure, I will have to re-evaluate the situation and see what happens. Nobody Cares, that is what I learned in this world, happiness has been a lie and always will be. False Prosperity Never Works....