Empty Feelings

I really do not know how to feel now, it seems that my posts are sparse and far apart. Things are dead and still not well, but maybe like is pointless. I am thinking of some good things that could happen in the future, but then it is still not good because those things are usually unachievable. I want to prove to everyone that people who are low profiled can still rise up. People will be shocked and amazed and others may follow suit. The funny part is, this will never happen.