I can not feel anything at all now. It feels like all the feelings that I have had that bottled up within me had disappeared and I am in a blank. A close comrade of mine had told me to "Not To Worry" about events and I am not really worrying about events. This is making me worried about schoolwork because I don't think that I could finish the school work. I feel that something is missing and maybe it is the fire that should be burning within me. That fire has been extinguished and stepped on. Now I feel nothing and it is just weird. Maybe I should go to sleep now and wake up later. This is not a very good way to accomplish things.
Have a good holiday... I know I won't.