There is an invisible force that is keeping me from doing heavy work. I still do not know what it is, but it is annoying. I wish I could just tear the wall down and move on. I have wasted too much time doing nothing and should be starting. This weekend was supposed to be a time of focus, but so far it has turned into some kind of joke. I must find this invisible force and attack it down to the ground. If I do not, then I know it may be the end of me.
There is nothing much to say on this blog anymore.