Nothing Matters

Nothing fucking matters. Nobody gives a fuck about you or me because nothing matters. Nothing matters because most of the shit in life don't matter. It is only YOU who can make it matter. If something matters, then put your energy into it until it doesn't matter anymore. It might take days, months, or even forever, but you gotta do it. If you don't, then it truly doesn't matter.

I am saying all this because a lot of bad shit has been happening to me, but I don't give a fuck because it doesn't matter. There are only a few things that matter TO ME and that is the stuff I should really be focused on. If I focused on the things that don't matter, then I would just be wasting my time.

Find out what matters and what doesn't. Focus on the things that do matter because that's the only way to succeed.

Prep and more Prep

Well, after reviewing Just a Suggestion and After School Goals , my thoughts are set and ready. These are the goals I plan to accomplish when starting my first session, I will update you guys to show you what happens. I am pretty sure that I might be successful, but there is a chance that I will completely fail. I just hope that things are different then I expect, but who knows, it is just some after school program. Things will unroll itself eventually.

Experiments and Concepts

Well lets see, today is a Saturday and it is always good to start homework after Friday or Saturday because Sunday could be a day of relaxation or a day of ultimate stress. So I wake up at 5am to get started because I am quite sure that I wouldn't be able to accomplish anything. So what do I accomplish? Well for five hours I accomplished absolutely nothing and that is terrible. I did watch a movie though which took about two hours. If you are wondering what movie, forget about it. Anyways so as I am waiting for what to do next I decide to finally open a blog so I can get my focus back to homework so for the next couple hours I could start it. It is really tough to get it actually started from the stuff I explained before in my other posts.

Today should be okay if I get something started. I have been bored for so long that I gave up pretty much and I am looking for something to do but then you may say that I could do my homework. That is quite impossible because of the situation. I might need to be forced to start homework or maybe I should slap myself but I am too lazy to do that even and it hurts. So this is terrible, I can't start my homework and I wasted 5 hours basically doing nothing important. A pretty bad start already for a Saturday. I am not sure what my next move is but it will be something interesting.

Today is the school event which I was talking about so I will make another post tomorrow to give a pretty much overview on how it was, then I will continue writing about concepts to approach these kinds of events. I will be giving brief ideas as well on my take on things and what I did. It should be somewhat interesting but will not be finished as I have other things to work on.