I have completely broken down. With nothing to do and nothing to say, I have nothing to look forward to. The one important person who was important to me has abandoned me and I could only say that it was my fault. My futile attempts to recover has failed and my audience has dwindled into thin air. It really looks like I will be returning to my self-destructive ways soon just waiting to die in sorrow in this sorry world. I will never become this person I hoped to be. I will never be able to recover my already weak mind. Nothing looks bright anymore, light begins to fall.
Darkness is here.