The Final Cut

It's that time of year again where nostalgic feelings about a special someone are felt. There is a never-ending wave of negativity in the air that leave you depressed as "fuck." So is it really the time to move on?

There is only one answer to this question and it is YES.

This is the answer because if you do not move on, you will end up in a infinite Circle of Problems. When this happens, everything becomes a little darker inside and life becomes a sad story. Since this cannot be, we must end the chapter and write a happier one. But to end a chapter, you must forget about everything that makes you remember. However, it seems like every time I try, I fuck up. The only way to end is with time. It sucks, but it is the way it works. So you better forget it quickly or else...

So I raise a glass of whiskey for all you gents who are willing end this chapter with me and write a happier one.

"To success and victory for all."

A New Hope

A new time and era is coming for me and this is actually something that can be very exciting. But, I have to be very careful because one wrong step can kill me. I have to be strong by fighting the evil spirits inside me; and not only that, but I have to evaluate each individual to make sure they are okay. These are going to be strange times for me because I have been away from that environment for such a long time. I am not sure how I am going to fit in, especially when I am already depressed.

The things I am doing will determine my future. Everything depends if I enjoy it or not and if I don't, then I am in big trouble. It means my core ideas have been flawed from the start and I will probably have to start over. Since I am very late in my studies, that would not be a good thing so I will have to try my hardest to survive. There will probably be plenty of distractions, but I will have to fight them off to make sure everything is okay.

It's a new hope for me and probably the last chance I will get for a while.